Exit WoundBy Ayokunle Samuel Betiku
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what happens when poetry becomes a religion?
it means for every cut, there is a hand stitching mirrors from a typewriter. isn’t poetry a form of prayer—a dumpster for blood moons larger than the body. i want to invoke something glazed with light, but here again i find you dusking the spaces of my mouth—dear country. where do we begin? chibok grows inside me like wild almonds: girls plucked away from home by a bevy of shadows wielding guns & stilettos. believe me, absence is a terrible thing. & i wish to unfetter myself from the weight of names hovering like pigeons around the house. everything becomes a souvenir for what is misting. a place to reinvent the body into a geyser. my friend floats into the distance at night & returns with his tongue reeking of soot & crimson. what do we make of what names us after the futility of echoes? i mean to say we are always falling into the gilded hands of gods: recycled promises. they say peace, but what they mean is sun- rise razed from the firmament. & here is evidence: beside the blackened rubble still fresh like a bruise, a little girl & her younger brother scrape the last bit of joy from the wreckage of a bowl. these days, i’m afraid of the TV. i'm afraid of what makes me the closest thing to a monsoon sky-- Portrait Of The Mediterranean Sea As Escape Route
By Ayokunle Samuel Betiku
pardon me, a redefinition is needed here, but i must warn that whatever ends this has less to do with water than with fire. i come from a place where borders also mean another way to unlearn burdens. which means: many here morph into birds in forbidden ways. which means: home has become the slitting edge of the blade. & it is no little trick to carry the sun in one’s eyes. in this poem, my friends wriggle like worms towards Libya, & the interlude of dunes & storms fades into an European fantasy. here, the sea beyond is an honey-rimmed salt. i shadow into this image of me locked in the heavy clouds of their embrace as wild sunflowers grew from tomorrow into their ears. what pitch was the sound of the sea—does that matter when a place is tongued by hell? in the end, the sky had gone dusty & webbed over by grey spiders before the wind gave my friends back to me in different forms—some as broken images, some as jumbled alphabets, some as mere names. Virtual RealityBy Ayokunle Samuel Betiku
an array of laughter breaks
the hedges of a fairy tale. there are no hands here snatching bodies for ransom. there is rain: the air screams in the rain, but this is only the thunder flirting with her, not bullets teething her skin. there is rain: the children gift naked bodies to the rain & dance in the mud to the song of spattered roofs, the world’s sweet dimness reeling around them. in the woods we become the wind, the rain- bow shrubbery swaying & tilting like drunken bodies. here, no one releases hawks from their throats to perch at another's eyes. we tickle our faces with our names. we tickle the sun’s blood orange eye back to gold. at night, this is no city blinking an ocean behind its walls. at night, holy is the body slipping into God’s seventh day. Ayokunle Samuel Betiku writes from the city of Ondo, South West Nigeria. He is a Young Writers and Creatives' Award Fellow. He won the Eriata Orihbabor Poetry Prize for 2020, the BKPW Writing Contest for February 2021 and the Wakaso Poetry Prize for March 2021. His works have appeared or are forthcoming in journals and anthologies, including Libretto, Kreative Diadem, Lunaris Review, Pandemic Publications, Rough Cut Press, The Offing & elsewhere.
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